alhamdulillah, tadi settle 1 perkara... agreement dah signed. Tapi tak puas hati cuz loan yg dpt ni tak brape nak cukup..hurm.. bukan pe, org len sume dpt  RM 24,000.. aku dpt RM 20,000 jerrrrr.... musnah harapan nak bli henset baru!!!! Mmg x aci.. alasan nyer cuz parents MAMPU.. aduss..mane de pun..

Tapi, dari satu segi, mmg bagus cuz nanti takde la berat sgt nak byr balik loan tu.. what ever pun alhamdulillah dpt gak, drpd tak dpt langsung..tapi tu laa..cukup2 lepas yuran je laa... means kene wat part time laa gak.. chaiyok!!

   alhamdulillah, td baru je slesai jwb english quiz... it's ok laa, ala2 soklan mase SPM dulu.. bukan nak ckp besar, tapi mmg sng glerr..haha.. actually aku patut jwb quiz ni on the 22nd of August aritu.. tapi dah ade halangan, nak wat camne.. atuk meninggal dunia kol 2.30 pg.. aku, ayah n muaz ikut balik kampung.. mak bailk kemudian cuz ade PTK ... ok, then aku pun dok kat kampung sampai hujung minggu tu. Rancang nyer sampai sabtu cuz on the 26th aku ade final paper. So, balik laa KL. Then, on the next day I went to the college n xde sorang pun classmate aku kat sane.. aduss..mmg cuak abih.. pastu aku tgk dlm schedule, takde class code aku.. lagi laa wat cuak... ape laa lagi, trus laa gi kaunter admin tanye kat diorang. Then, kakak kaunter tu call laa lecturer..dier kate the exam is on this september... ape lagi balik laa umah..hehe.. hepi hanya skejap jer... the next wednesday classmate tepon bgtau ade assignment n diorang dah wat test... adus mmg tension laa cuz 4 papers tu...

   last monday aku jumpe dekan n tanye pasal test yg aku tak jawab tu.. tak pasal2 aku kene marah..dah laa tu ape yg dier marah xde kaitan ngan aku..bukannye aku sengaja x attend class, ade alasan kukuh lg tu.. erm, smalam lak, mase miss norin masuk class, aku tanye laa dier. Then, dier soh jumpe ma'am hana. So, tadi laa ku gi jumpe and selesai pun jwb sume test tu.. so, esok Jumaat baru ade exam..

test tu just carry mark jerr..ok laa...hopefully leh score paper esok..insyaAllah..

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woit miera..ko jgn jeles.. dok kutuk2 aku eh...
haha... miss sam !!!

ok..utk miera n deyla and all my fellow classmates, GUD LUCK 4 DIS STPM TRIAL YA!!! 

wassalam...

study..study..study...

lame x on skang, x sempat....

sorry kat sesape yg lame cari aku...

ok, stop right now... BITTAUFIK WAN NAJAH!!!!

next time, i'll meet sk again...

salams..

arghh...tak sanggup camni!!! cuti mmg membosankan....seluruh jiwa raga meronta2....adesh... nak watpe pun tatau, padahal keje belambak lagi tak siapkan...tu yg maleh kalo cuti lelame sgt....harghh...bile takde cuti mintak cuti...bile dah cuti, tanak cuti laa plaks... skunk ni 'the fellowship of my family' tgh syok berkelah kat ulu yam...
berendam sakan diorang kat sane...mentang2 laa cuaca baik hari ni...nyesal laks aku tak ikut diorang...takpe laa...bukan nyer aku tak penah gi..boleh kate every weekend gi sane....huhuh...mmg laa korang ni ske main air..skali gi sane not only my family...abih sume kaum kerabat gi skali..tu yg besh tu...tapi bile balik umah sume pengsan!!! tu yg tak larat tuh..
huwargh...lapo laa plaks...ok, wanna cook something simply delicious...maybe instant hot & spicy black peper beef stick...ahakzz...marinated qurban beef yg mak simpan dlm freezer.....mirah dok kelaparan downstairs...ngeeee~~~

I felt guilty for yesterday....mmg btul2 tatau nak watpe...just forget it...
bukak cite baru...mende yg dah lepas, biarkan ia pergi membawa segala kelukaan yg membeku...skarang ni luka yg beku tu dah cair, memudahkan aku biar darah luka tu mengalir membawa keluar bisa2 yg menusuk...amat pedih...

hari ni tak berapa sihat sgt...selsema+batuk+sakit tekak+demam... rasenye baru je baik demam sblom bukak skolah aritu...ni dah demam balik..anggap je laa kifarah..seksa btol demam selsema...pagi tadi ingatkan tanak gi skolah. Tapi bile pk kan still larat nak jalan, alang2 baik gi skolah..kalo dok umah pun tido jerr... Itu pun pagi tadi alhamdulillah muet takde mase 1st & 2nd period..leh arr rehat jap. Adess...kat takleh tahan laa plak dok dlm bilik tu, kipas dipasang tahap max..menggigil aku dlm bilik tu...mirah pun aku nampak dah ade tanda2 nak demam...aku ape lagi..tgk jam, dah masuk 3rd period...cikgu tak masuk2...huhu.. aku buat laa projek....amik tikar atas locker, amik sejadah dlm locker... trus bawak masuk bilik sebelah...trus bentang tikar, & tido berbantalkan sejadah...perghh...sejuk jugak...still shaking...tahan je laaa...aku slumber badak jer tido kat c2...cikgu baru masuk kelas...aku tak kesah...abaikan apa yg berada di sekeliling...syok nye tido!!! tgh syok tido, tetibe ade je org kejutkan...haha..mirah rupenyer...aku tgk mate dier dah berair..habih basah tudung dier...aku ingatkan dier nangih...rupenye dah kene gaks..ahakzz...haha...cian dierr...pastu, kitorang turun for the resest... after class ader sport training...hari ni pun wat acara trek lagi...aiyak..balapan hari ni for 300m plak...sib baik laa aku demam...ahakzz.. lepas salin baju & makan maggie hot cup, aku turun padang..aku sempat wat warm up jerr...pastu, bile cikgu soh lari pusing satu padang, aku rase cam nak pitam jerr...aku trus gi jumpe Pn. Nik...then, dier bg excuse skip this training..dier soh balik jer..muehehe...Hendra ngan piziey dah usha2...jeles arr tu aku dpt balik..ngehngeh.. alamak...nak balik umah camne..mak pun demam gaks..nobody will fetch us!!! jam baru kol 3...ayah balik kol 5..sah laa kene tunggu sampai kol 5...nyesal tol aku tolak tawaran si epul nak hanto balik tadi...ceitt...kalo tak, aku dah sampai umah dah...erm..takpe laa..esok2 laa aku naik honda jazz ko tu...ahakzz